things to talk about

the summer of average
going back to school
london riots?
movies and music
books!!
what actually happens in my daily life...
family
friends

new beginnings

so sometimes it's hard to describe what you're thinking or feeling. you try to explain yourself to a friend or someone close, and can't come up with the proper words. this instance, more than any other, makes one feel alone and isolated from others. the inability to enunciate feelings, thoughts, ideas, and emotions is debilitating and crippling. mastering words and knowing how to use them to the greatest effect is more valuable than any other skill, in my eyes. it's a talent i will probably never have, especially when speaking to people face to face. i sound so pretentious right now.

it's time for new beginnings, i believe. i'll be going back to school this yea, and i'd like to push myself much more than i did last year. yes, i'm satisfied with what i accomplished as a freshman, but of course there's always more to do. i go to a school filled with the overly ambitious and incredibly talented, which obviously makes feeling satisfied an almost impossible task. so even with decent grades and several extra-curricular involvements, i feel like i am ages behind others.

my mind is wandering to much to keep writing, so i'll stop now.